It’s been some time since my last post. 2018 has obviously been an emotionally intense year and now I feel much lighter and happier. It is because I took the time to do deep inner work and understand myself and heal my wounds and love and care for my inner child. I gave myself a lot of love this year.
It is an ongoing journey of course. It is important to keep taking care of yourself and loving yourself deeply. I am completing 2018 by signing up for private lessons with a dance teacher. She has her own private dance studio and I am learning Latin and Ballroom dancing from her.
The first lesson I have is learning how to strengthen my core and learn salsa. It is the basic foundation for the rest of the Latin dancing. The moment I set foot on the dance floor, I felt something. Something deep in my chest and heart and stomach. I felt a shiver run across my body. I feel my whole body on fire.
I felt alive. And it’s a feeling I don’t feel much. I don’t feel it at work or with friends or at home. It just feels like I’m being myself when I’m dancing. I feel it’s something I’ve been doing not for years, but for centuries. I truly deep in my soul and heart feel that I was an actress or dancer in a past life.
Since I was a child, I’ve had visions and dreams of dancing so sensually and beautifully that people would stop and gaze at me. When I play a song, I visualize myself dancing away and expressing my wildly deep feminine sexuality easily. I have a strong, intense, deep, beautiful, erotic, and sensual sexuality and one of the ways I am able to express it is through dancing.
I’ve been telling myself for some time that I would take dance classes and learn how to dance. And now I have given myself this loving opportunity to do so. Energetically, I feel different. There is something more raw about me. I feel like with dancing, I will peel away more layers of my armor and be able to open my heart more fully. I’m a very guarded person and with many walls up, however dancing helps me to reveal more of who I am without saying a single word.
I feel the energy of dancing flowing to my heart and opening me up. I feel that I too am deserving of much love and abundance in my life. That I deserve to have happiness in my life and feel deep joy and peace in my heart, soul, mind, and body.
Dancing helps me to build a foundation of self-worth and connect to my feminine energy so I can embody more of who I am as a woman and magnetize to me what truly I deserve and am aligned with.
Lots of Love,